Saturday, April 3, 2010

Suprise of a Lifetime!

I got my progesterone tests back and I ovulated wtih 150mg of Clomid.  I was totally shocked because of all the months on Clomid, this is the one where I didn't "feel" anything - no side effects, nothing.  After crying for a good 15 minutes, I have to try to pick myself back up and get through this.  I never imagined this would happen.  I was gearing myself up to have to go to the fertility center and had begun researching IUI and IVF.  I'm in such a state of shock that this could actually be happening to me.  I always dreamed of the day that I could possibly get a positive pregnancy test, and it would be just a miracle. 

This is going to be a long hard road.  If I do happen to get pregnant (which I'm not getting my hopes up on just yet), then I have to worry about miscarriage and carrying a healthy baby while maintaining my weight through the entire thing.  God, this is my Easter miracle.