Sad Day

I just got the results from my progesterone test today.  It says that I did NOT ovulate this past month.  I'm not sure what happens next.  I did everything I was supposed to, and took all the drugs that I was prescribed.  I hate this.  I guess I thought that this was going to be easy.  Not sure why I would assume that.  Life is never easy for me.  Nobody pays my bills or gives me thousands of dollars to spend on a house, furniture, vacations like my siblings.  I can't get pregnant at the drop of a hat.  Why does life have to suck for me!?!?!  I'm a good mom and I'm a good teacher.  I'm a good Catholic while other people don't work and don't go to church.  If I'm so good at this, why won't God give me another chance at motherhood?